You answer to so many names. You wear so many faces. But you are always the same.

You are an obstacle.. a road block on the road to happy-ever-after. You are the light that burns too brite when I long for darkness. You are the constant noise when I long for silence. You are the burning sun when all I want is rayn.

I don't know where you come from.. but you're always there. You taunt me.. always holding on to that which should be mine. What makes you so worthy?

These are the words I want to say to you.. the questions I want to ask.. but if we were ever to meet, I'd probably smile, and laugh at your jokes. That's what I'm s'posed to do, right?

But you are not my friend. You are only my obstacle. Sometimes you win.. and sometimes I overcome you. But you always return.

A different face.

A different name.

And I'm sick of you. You steal my rayn, my silence, my darkness. You steal my happy-ever-after.. and make it your own. You're a thief.

Good nite, other-girl.

Sweet stolen dreams.

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13 Dec 02
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